712 – “Happiness”
Written by all the writers in the VS7
Teaser
Dawson’s apartment in L.A.
(“First Love” by Utadah Hikaru starts playing in the background)
Like other morning afters between Dawson and Joey, sunlight streamed through the
windows of the room, making the cocooned bodies, curled together, glow. They lay
facing each other, their heads and knees touching, Joey’s arm slung over
Dawson’s waist.
Joey is the first to wake, and she smiles sleepily and languidly, moving her head
to look at him from a different angle. She plants little butterfly kisses on his
nose, his cheek, and his shoulder until his eyes flutter open.
He looks somewhat surprised but bemused to see Joey awake and raring to go at
such an ungodly hour, 7 a.m.
“Morning!” Dawson chuckles, before she closes her lips onto his, muffling
out the rest of his greeting.
Morning sex is Joey’s favorite kind, and it shows. She eagerly holds onto
Dawson’s shoulders, pulling him down and over on top of her, kissing him
with renewed enthusiasm.
“There’s nothing better then starting the day like this,” she
murmurs against his neck.
“I second that,” Dawson smiles down at her, bracing his hands on the
other side of her.
Joey pulls the sheet up and over them playfully, and Dawson chuckles again, kissing
her passionately and murmuring, “Love you” in her ear.
She knows he does. She also knows that finally, they can show their love physically,
over and over, whenever they want. The prospect is exciting. She gently takes
his face in her hands, and kisses him again.
CREDITS
Later in the morning.
“I am SO hungry,” Joey sighs gratefully, when Dawson comes into the
room with some toast and orange juice. She is propped up against some pillows,
wearing one of Dawson’s old sweaters. It smells like Dawson. It makes her
feel warm and even sexy. Yeah, sexy, even if it is at least two sizes bigger.
Or maybe it's just the way he looks at her.
“So you should be,” Dawson murmured, handing her the plate and sliding
up onto the bed with her after kissing her playfully on the neck, watching her
eat. He is now in a pair of jeans.
“Aren’t you?” Joey holds out a piece of toast, offering it to
him with a smile.
“I’m weird,” Dawson admits, shaking his head and smiling back,
“I can’t eat for a couple of hours after having sex.”
“You can’t?” Joey’s face shows puzzlement, bemusement,
but most of all disappointment in the fact that she didn’t get to know that
until now.
“I guess…Jen or someone else might have learned that before me,”
she says wryly. She puts the toast down, trying not to sound childish or upset.
She's not. But now that they are together is seems just…wrong that someone
else knew before her.
“Just like Pacey, Chris, or even that guy Eddie knew certain things about
you before I did,” Dawson points out casually. It doesn’t bother
him actually. Well, maybe a little. But just a little. Yeah, right, just a little.
“Not Eddie,” Joey says thoughtfully. “Besides, you’re
the guy I shared a bed with for ten years, so if we start counting the weird,
odd and bad habits we both have when we wake up, I’m sure the list would
be pretty long. And most of these things, no one else would know about. And
you know why?” She asks, kissing him lightly in the lips after her question.
Dawson rolls his eyes, but grins.
“Why?” he asks, his finger tracing paths in her hand.
“Because we never had to pretend. We never had to try and look fresh and
bright to the other person like you usually do when you are in a relationship
so it won’t break the enchantment, you know? There’s nothing worst
than seeing your partner wake up with bad breath and bad humor to start falling
out of love with them,” she laughs.
“Oh, I see. But if I recall correctly, that didn’t stop you from
having 'thang' for me when you were younger, right? Even though you had seen
me burp…”
“… barf, pick up your nose and scratch your butt.”
They both end up the sentence at the same time and laugh.
For a moment Joey just take a few bites more of her toast in between kisses
and they have some of sweet small talk before she goes back to the topic at
hand, her curiosity still not fixed.
“So why can’t you eat? I thought most guys liked to eat afterwards,
after burning all that energy,” Joey flickered her eyebrow, and sipped
her orange juice.
“I prefer to eat before, and then use up all the energy,” Dawson
laughs. He likes how they’re talking casually about sex. They used to
do that when they were teenagers a lot. Or as they put it, “until they
were blue in the face”. Never had he dreamed that one day they would do
that again, but with the intimacy and excitement of it all still hanging in
the air.
“How about a cigarette?” Joey jokes. She puts the plate on the side
table after a few nibbles, and rubs his bare shoulder, sliding down until her
head is resting on the pillow.
“Don’t smoke.” He’s gazing down at her, aroused by her
wearing his sweater, and the shape of her figure beneath it.
“Now…there’s a look I know very well,” Joey says softly,
stroking his cheek with her middle knuckle and giggling.
“Look?” he bows down and rubs his nose in her hair, smelling it,
then nibbles on her ear slowly.
“Yes. You give me a ‘look’ when you want something.”
Joey says, her eyes half closed.
“I guess you learn things every day,” he says muffled, busy kissing
her neck. His sneaky hand manages to slip under the sweater.
“Again?” Joey grins sleepily, scratching her head, then moving her
hands up to his chest.
“Oh…wait a second.” Dawson winks at her, and then leans over
her and grabs the last piece of toast. He chomps on it, and then swallows some
juice. She watches, her eyebrows raised.
He then licks his lips, and bends his head to kiss her.
“Now I’m ready.”
“Unbelievable,” Joey laughs as he buries his head in her neck, her
arms going around his neck, pulling him closer.
It’s quite an interesting morning.
Mid-morning at Dawson’s bedroom.
The warm glow of the mid-morning sun fills the room. Dawson stretches, pushing
the sheet down to his waist. Slowly opening his eyes, he reaches his arms above
his head and stares for a moment at the ceiling. A smile tugs at the corner
of his mouth and we follow his gaze down to the woman still sleeping at his
side.
Joey’s rich brown hair is tousled on the pillow, a few strands covering
her face. Even in the dreamy haze, she feels Dawson’s eyes on her and
with a contented sigh she snuggles closer to him, turning so that her cheek
rests on his bare chest.
Dawson emits a groan from deep in his throat and nuzzles Joey’s earlobe
with his lips. ‘This is becoming quite a habit’ he thinks to himself
happily. Joey sleepily responds and draws his face close to hers, kissing him
lingeringly. Finally breaking apart, they lie with their foreheads faintly touching,
smiling broadly at each other.
“Well, good morning at last.” Joey’s eyes gleam with a teasing
glint.
“What do you mean 'at last'?” Dawson asks in mock indignation, turning
his head to the small alarm clock beside his bed. “Oh, it’s already
11 o' clock.”
“Yes indeed. I must have really worn you out.” Joey wraps an arm
around Dawson bringing him back close to her side.
“Why, Miss Potter,” Dawson arches an eyebrow, “you are going
to make me blush. By the way, you didn’t look so alert a few minutes ago.
Maybe I wore you out a little, too.” Joey attempts to hide a smile and
a faint rose hue creeps into her cheeks. “Aha,” Dawson chuckles,
“now you’re the one who’s blushing.”
(“No fire, not ice” by Ben Harper starts playing in the background)
“Maybe,” Joey concedes as her blush deepens.
Touched by her vulnerability and openness during the night they have shared,
Dawson cups her face in his hand and kisses her softly on the lips. He knows
very well how she felt because he was feeling the same way. He had never had
any problem with sex or any doubts about being good or bad in bed. But it was
different to have sex with someone that was able at any moment, in the middle
of it all, to look into your eyes and reach out for your soul and read your
mind. To know what the other is thinking, feeling…finding and clinging
to that perfect moment of communication of body, mind and soul that makes it
all worth it.
There is not a river wide
Not a mountain high
And neither sin nor evil
Could change how I feel inside
Could change how I feel inside
“Where have you been all my life?” Joey murmurs into Dawson’s
neck, savoring the smell of his skin. It was almost as going back to that night
and morning six years ago. The touch, the smell, the tenderness, the connection…
it had been all the same. How could she had forgotten about it? How could she
had buried it so deep inside her? But last night… and this morning, it
was all coming back to her. And she's never going to let it go again.
“I’ve never been far away, Jo,” Dawson gently runs his fingers
through her hair. “Never too far.”
Joey rolls onto her back and draws another pillow under her, lifting her head
a little higher. “What about the missing years?”
“Missing years?” he asks, looking up at her from the pillow where
his head is resting.
”Yeah, the missing years of Dawson and Joey. The last five, really. Okay,
there was the occasional email but who was Dawson Leery and where was he those
months before his mom’s wedding brought him back?”
Not all the strength of the ocean
Not all the heat from the sun, from the sun
Though others have tried, I just can't deny
For me you are the one
For me you are the one
“Oh, the wilderness years,” Dawson laughs softly before reaching
an arm around Joey’s shoulders. “It was a strange time, you know?
I wasn’t around you, Capeside or my family and friends. I guess it was
my moment, a chance to be who I was all on my own in the world. It was tough
in many ways but it was an exciting and necessary challenge, too.” He
pauses and then adds. “But even then, you were ever far from my mind and
any contact from you made me reflective and distracted for the rest of the day.”
“Distracted, huh?” Joey whispers, lightly tracing a finger down
his chest. “Even during that year in Edinburgh with all those beautiful
Scottish women?”
“So you know about my European experience? I thought I was very elusive
about that year of soul searching and cultural diversity.”
Joey rolls her eyes. “Please! Any time Bessie ran into Gale there was
always a detailed exchange on the latest events in your life, which was immediately
relayed back to me.”
Dawson laughs. “I should have known. Well, after finishing that infamous
movie while you were in Paris, I started moving and pondering chances, opportunities,
offers. In film school, they talked to me about grants for Europe. I applied
for one and got it. And I gotta say, it was one of the smartest decisions I’ve
ever made.”
Hearing this, Joey pouts and pokes her hand in his chest. “Hey!”
she protests. Dawson laughs.
“I said ONE of the smartest decisions, not THE smartest decision,”
and he leans down to kiss her. Joey grins at him when the kiss is over and Dawson
smiles before continuing. “So, the year in Edinburgh was a very good one.
I met a lot of interesting people and made a couple of short films. Weird, non-commercial
films that gave me a lot of experience, which was what I was looking for. Things
in Europe are different than they are here.” He pauses for a moment. “Yeah,
it was definitely a very worthwhile experience. Who knows? I may want to repeat
it again someday.”
“Yeah, Europe is definitely worth a try,” Joey says, remembering
her own experience in Paris. “I have to say, though,” she adds,
“I didn’t always feel comfortable hearing about you.” Dawson
glances at her with curiosity. “For a long time, I wanted to convince
myself that the only way I could be happy was to leave my past, and you, behind.
But then I heard you were back, and that you were done with school, and that
you were setting up your production company...”
But true love is priceless
For true love we pay a price
But there's nothing can keep me from loving you
”Oh,” Dawson groans. “Just thinking about that time brings
back all the stress and worry. I was out of college, finally in the real world.
And this idea kept going and going in my head. I didn’t like the way some
people wanted me to change things in my movies, so I thought I could be the
one in charge, you know? But it needed a lot of time, money, effort, and it
was risky as well. So needless to say, I was on the edge of a heart attack.
A lot of that stress went away the day I got your envelope in the mail. I think
I never really said thanks, so… Jo, thank you so much.” He says,
intertwining his fingers with hers as he bores his gaze on her.
Not fire, nor, not ice
Not fire, nor, not ice
Joey looks quietly at Dawson.
“When I knew your dreams were so close to becoming a reality, there was
nothing else I could do. I hoped the money would help and to be honest, it was
just a small repayment for all you’ve done for me. Like giving me the
money for Worthington, for example.”
Like the hero or the champion
You are the best, you're the best
Like religion or superstition
With you I am blessed
With you I am blessed
“It wasn’t just the money. It was knowing that my dearest friend
in the world still had faith in me.”
“Well, I’m you biggest fan. I always was,” she says, and they
smile at each other. “I could never deny the faith I had in you. You’ve
always just shone with potential.”
“Not everyone saw me that way,” Dawson admits, remembering the struggles
he faced in achieving his dreams.
“I’m sure that there were many women who found you and your potential
irresistible,” Joey counters slyly.
“Oh, I get it,” Dawson grins. “This is just a lead-in to the
ex-girlfriend talk.”
“So sue me,” Joey pouts. “I admit that, where you are concerned,
I have a healthy dose of feminine jealousy.”
Dawson pulls Joey closer and enfolds her in his arms. They both are still naked
and it feels so good to feel her skin against his.
“Since you’ve been so honest with me, I’ll spill the beans
just a little. About those beautiful Scottish women, well there was one.”
”Natalie,” Joey interjects.
“The mom and Bessie gossip tag team?” Joey nods and gives a cheeky
grin. “Well Natalie and I dated on and off for the year. She was someone
I needed at the time, a barrier to the loneliness. Not the healthiest grounds
for a relationship, I know. And when I came back to Boston, I went out with
Dominique for about a semester, but that was it. She was blonde, funny and wild,
and we had fun together. Then I went to L.A and I was too busy to date anyone
seriously. So there was no one for awhile till Rebecca, and as heady and exhilarating
as that was for the first couple of months, she was no match for my work once
I had the company up and running. Again, when it was all over, I looked back
at these relationships and wondered what there ever really was.”
Joey moves restlessly in his arms.
“I know. Now that we are here, it makes me wonder, too. It was like that
with Frank and Ben as well.”
“I think I heard about Frank back in the day.” Joey looks up at
him “Yeah, the gossip team worked both ways,” Joey laughs. “But
Ben?” Dawson queries, “Do I know about Ben?”
“There’s nothing to know about Ben,” Joey gives a short and
somewhat bitter laugh. “A poet who classified cheating as free love. With
the benefit of hindsight, I wonder how it ever began. Like all of my relationship
seemed to always start, I guess...some charm, some banter and witty comments,
and there you go”. She pauses. “I really thought that was love,
in my own dysfunctional way.” Joey smiles wryly and links her fingers
through Dawson’s. “And maybe that is for some people, but not for
me. With the help of time and my therapist, now I know it,”she jokes.
Now the river may grow wider
The mountains may reach past the sky
But wether or not you feel the same
My love shall never die
My love shall never die
They are both silent, reflective on the journey each has taken in discovering
the true meaning of love. And the road they still have ahead, for now comes
the hardest part...making it last.
“Thank God it’s different with us,” Dawson breaks the reverie.
As Joey looks up at him he continues. “I’ve loved you for as long
as I can remember. Not always romantically, but in the best possible and real
way. Never for a moment has there been a doubt about what we share.”
But true love is give and take
True love is sacrifice
But there's nothing can keep me from loving you
Joey’s eyes moisten with tenderness and she speaks again after a moment.
“For the longest time, I was confused about what the love between a man
and a woman should be like. Books, movies, TV - they all had me convinced that
love has to be turbulent, passionate, wild and crazy. But you know, the movie
is over in a couple of hours. What happens then? And I’ve learned a truth.
The lesson was painful, but the truth is wonderful. There’s another love,
and this one lasts forever. It’s a quiet love, a love that makes you calm
and at peace with yourself and the world, a love that makes you whole. I think
I always knew about this love. After all, I knew you. But for so long, I misjudged
what it was. My love for you is so deep and is such a part of me that, in a
way, it was simpler to forget that it was there.”
Not fire, nor, not ice
Dawson and Joey lock eyes.
“I now know that this love is the sweetest, strongest and purest feeling
I’ve ever had. The other night, when we made love, I felt something I’ve
never felt with the Eddies, Bens, Chris and Paceys of this world...I felt complete.
We are one and, Dawson, I love you. I love you in each and every way someone
should be loved. Like a friend, like family, like a child, like a soulmate,
like a lover…altogether. I just love you.”
Not fire, nor, not ice
Dawson responds to the sincerity and strength of her emotion the only way he
feel is right at the moment, by gently covering her upper body with his own.
“Jo…” he sighs into her mouth. She reaches both arms over
his shoulders and lifts herself to meet the depth of his kiss, knowing that
in them, she will find true greatness and, even more than that...pure love.
Not fire, nor, not ice
Later, still at Dawson’s bedroom.
We see Joey wearing the same blue sweater Dawson gave her. Dawson is in a shirt,
and they are both still tucked in bed. Dawson has his head resting on his arm
and Joey is curled up next to him, holding his hand in hers.
“You know what?” Joey looks at Dawson. “I realized that we
only really fought, as in really fighting, when we were apart or about to break
up. Did you know that?”
Dawson looks at her with a raise eyebrow. “Really?”
“Yeah. I think we fought the most when we were teenagers and you were
so oblivious…”
“Oh yes. We fought a lot back then,” Dawson chuckles. “I
even mentioned it to your father that day we went to see him in jail.”
“You were so frustrating,” she says, rolling her eyes.
Dawson laughs. “Yeah, I was. Sorry.”
“But I’m not even referring to that. I’m talking about the
intense fights, you know what I mean?”
“The ones fuelled by angst and intense hidden feelings?”
Joey seems to think about this description seriously. “Yeah, those. The
ones we had after we finally let the truth about our feelings out.”
Dawson looks at her, burrowing his eyebrows.” Do you really want to talk
about this now?”
“Yes, I do. I’m in therapy, Dawson,” she reminds him playfully.
“This is good for me, “she adds, giving him her sad puppy dog eyes
and then laughing.
“Okay, okay. So shoot. Anything for your health of mind,” Dawson
retorts mockingly.
Joey smiles and readjusts her position in bed glad that she had her way.
“Which fight do you think that was our best one?”
Dawson thinks about this for a moment. “Mmmm… I think one of my
favorites, if you can call it that,” he says and Joey laughs, “has
to be when we thought we had had sex with other people, back in high school.”
“Oh, that one,” Joey says, remembering it clearly. “When
we both screamed YES!!” Dawson laughs. “I was so mad!” she
nods her head. “I remember distinctly one about ‘Creek Daze’,
“ Dawson groans but Joey ignores him, “when you told me you weren’t
over me and that was the reason you were making that movie.” There is
a moment of silence.
“History really has a way of repeating itself, doesn’t it?”
he asks. “Years later, that was still the reason that I was making what
I am making. The show about us.”
Joey looks at him and cups his face, kissing him sweetly. “I just should
have known better. All the times you put your brave face on and helped me go
through all my crisis and everything I ever needed, but it was still there,
hurting you.”
“No. There always came a time when it didn’t hurt anymore. Not
as long as we still had our bond. But yes, I guess I never got to be as over
you as I would have liked.”
“Neither one of us did,” Joey says softly.
“But the worst fight, number one with a bullet, has to be the one on
your nineteeth birthday.”
“Oh yes. That one,” Joey agrees softly.
Then they both speak at the same time.
“I should have found the moment to tell you…”
“I’m so sorry I overreacted.”
They look at each other and then just smile. Joey gets closer to him and buries
her face in his neck after Dawson kisses her forehead. Her voice sounds muffled
when she speaks.
“That look in your eyes when I said that sex may have been a mistake followed
me for a long time. I hurt you, once more, when I had promised myself I wouldn’t
do it anymore. And maybe that was one of the reasons why, for so long, I never
gave our romantic relationship a second thought.” She lifts her head up
from his neck and looks at Dawson right to the eyes. “I can’t handle
it. I can’t handle hurting you, and since I didn’t want that to
happen ever again, I kept myself away from you. Although I almost opened that
door.”
Dawson doesn’t even have to ask what she is referring to.
“Me too,” he replies in a quiet whisper. “I placed my hand
in the doorknob, then walked away.”
“I cried all night while staring at that beautiful snow globe you gave
me,” she remembers with a sad smile.
For a moment they just stay there, together, holding each other, comforting
each other for all of the past wounds and scars.
Which fades to…
Dawson is sitting and leaning on the bed's headboard, Joey settled in between
his legs. They’re still wearing the same clothes and for what we see around
(leftovers) it seems as if they just finished eating some sandwiches.
“God, it had been like… what? Years? Since I did something like
this,” Dawson says, sighing satisfied.
Joey smiles as she rests the back of her head in his shoulder, lacing her fingers
with his and pulling his arms around her chest.
“Done what?”
“Nothing. Just being here in bed all day, enjoying the passing time.
It feels just so good.”
“Well,” Joey retorts playfully, “I wouldn’t call to
what we’ve been doing all day ‘nothing’” and then she
laughs.
Dawson shakes his head.
“Joey Potter…” he starts, with a false scolding tone in his
voice, “… I love your dirty little mind,” he finishes, nuzzling
his nose in her hair, tickling her. Joey just laughs.
“They’re gonna
break up, you know?” Dawson says all of a sudden.
Joey looks up to him over her shoulder. “What?” although she knows
perfectly well what he is talking about.
“Sammy and Colby. I’m gonna break them up and allow them to explore
the world by themselves.” He says. It’s something that has just
occurred to him, but now it seems so obvious. Having Joey, his real Sammy, in
his arms makes it so obvious that he is surprised he hasn’t realized it
before. “I know you asked me not to, but they need the time apart. Plus,
who wants to waste all that angsting, longing and tension?” Joey rolls
her eyes, but then they laugh. “They really need the time apart. They
need to grow up and they need to go through life, sometimes together and sometimes
apart, because that is how it goes in real life. Then they will find their way
back to each other as best friends, until they realize the true meaning of what
a soulmate is. It’s gonna be a long and bumpy road, but it's gonna be
worth each and every step,” he says looking at her with a reassuring smile.
“I remember when I told you something like that,” Joey says. “Fasten
your seat belt, Dawson. It’s gonna be a bumpy life.” Dawson looks
at her amazed. “What?” she asks, smiling, getting closer to him.
“I just don’t know how you can remember so many things. So many
little details, you know?. Like that line, or the music playing in my mother’s
car when I held your hand to run…”
Joey just laughs “Dawson, I’ve spent an entire life obsessing about
you, or feeling bad about things I’ve done to you, and then back to obsessing
about you… it’s just normal that I remember things like that.”
Dawson kisses her temple and when she turns her face up to him he leans down
to kiss her tenderly in the lips.
“So it will?” Joey asks, turning around in her embrace nuzzling
his neck.
“It will what?” he asks distracted, concentrating in the delicious
feeling of her lips over his skin.
“Be worth it. Breaking up Sammy and Colby.” she moves to the other
side of his neck. "Remember that you promised me the happy ending.”
“I know, I know,“ he gives up and closes his eyes. “And they’ll
have it. No doubt about that,” he promises once more as he cups the back
of her head and moves to kiss her lips…
“They better, or I’ll have to… torture you!”
And with that she starts to tickle him mercilessly, with Dawson groaning in
surprise and Joey laughing. “I also remember how fun it was to trick you,
so I could do this,” she says, both of them now fighting like they used
to do in Dawson’s bed when they were just kids.
Their laughter fills the room as the camera pans out. Some things may change,
but some others never do.
Two days later, still in Los Angeles.
We see a cab driving down a street. A closer look shows us Dawson and Joey
in that cab all dressed up. They have their fingers interlaced and Joey is resting
her head on Dawson’s shoulder while they’re talking.
“Now we’re even, you know?” Joey says, smiling playfully.
“Even?” Dawson asks, intrigued and amused.
“Yep. You escorted me to my promotion party some weeks ago, and now I’m
accompanying you to this New Year’s Eve party that the network's giving.
We’re even.” She explains matter of factly.
Dawson laughs, kissing her forehead.
“So... are we going to count how many parties we attend together?”
he asks seriously, but his playful eyes betray him. “Because, you know,
I have to go to a lot of parties during the year, and I’m gonna invite
you every time I can.”
“Well, since I don’t have that many parties because of my job,
we’ll have to find a way for you to compensate me, don’t you think?”
she retorts with a big grin.
Dawson’s eyes light up at the suggestion. “I think we’ll
find a way.”
She giggles and he leans down to kiss her. It’s a soft kiss but they
linger a little. They’re still getting used to kissing and touching each
other like that. It’s only been a couple of days since they got back together
officially, and they’re hungry for each other. They are afraid it may
take a while to get used to it, actually. Not that they care at all.
Joey looks at Dawson, remembering the last few days. The night they spent together
on Christmas, the fight they had the morning after, Joey flying to LA, her confession
on the set of “The Creek”, the exhilarating feeling of Dawson kissing
her right there and telling her he wanted to be with her as well… But
the memories that fill her mind are mostly of the last two days, the loving,
the kissing… It’s pretty powerful when you get your biggest wish
in one moment, and not even time can change that. She’s finally living
that long life dream, and she doesn’t want to wake up, ever.
They arrive at the location of the event and exit the cab as someone hold the
door open for them. The place is huge and it's already buzzing with people going
here and there. It looks like a chateau in the middle of the grand avenue. It
was the private mansion of someone long ago, but now it is used as a party location.
There’s also a red carpet and that is where Dawson and Joey head to while
holding hands. We see Dawson dressed in a tuxedo and Joey is wearing a light
red dress that falls to her ankles, fitting her slender curves perfectly. The
dress has tiny shinning pieces all over it that makes her look like she's glowing
in the lights of the party.
They stand in the line of people waiting to enter the place and Dawson looks
at his girlfriend in awe. She looks amazing, the dress sparkling and with that
shy smile of hers. But the best part is how Joey looks happy and content, and
he knows her expression is mirroring his own. The last couple of days have been
incredible. He’s still trying to find the words to describe them, and,
as someone said so long ago ‘It's not often that Dawson Leery finds himself
at loss of words’.
Dawson embraces her from behind and she leans on him, smiling.
“Have I already told you how beautiful you look tonight?” he asks
in a low voice.
“No, I think you haven’t.” She smiles. “Thank you.”
Just then a flash lighting dazzles them. They look up to find a journalist
with a camera right in front of them.
“Great picture, guys.” The journalist says. “Mr. Leery, could
you answer a few questions?”
“Come on, Jeff. We’ve just arrived.” Dawson protests, releasing
Joey from his embrace but still holding her hand.
“I know, I know. Just a couple of questions and then you’ll be
free to enjoy the party with this beautiful woman.” Jeff replies with
a wink.
“Ok, but just two questions, Jeff. I know your 'couple of questions'
has the tendency to become a thousand.” Dawson jokes.
Joey listens them talking and can’t be more surprised. It’s amazing
seeing Dawson talking like that with that journalist. It’s obvious that
they know each other pretty well. Although she’s not totally comfortable
with the press, she stands by Dawson’s side.
“So, I take it you’re not free anymore, Mr. Leery.” Jeff
begins. “Could you tell us something about this beautiful lady?”
Dawson laughs softly. “Don’t go there, Jeff. You know I don’t
like to talk about my private life. You can just say that I’m finally
with my Sammy. But that’s all you’ll get from me.” Dawson
ends with a half joking, half serious tone.
“Great! This great news about one of the most desired bachelors in L.A.
and you won’t tell anything else.” He sighs. “What can I do?
Tell me about your work, then. How are things going with the show now that you’re
not here to watch the plots and the scripts closely?”
“Well, it’s been good for me to take a step back and concentrate
on other things. Also, it’s not like I’m living on another planet.
I’m just on the other coast, so I’m still available if they really
need me, just like now. I left some plots ready before I left anyway. Things
are under control. I wouldn’t have left otherwise.”
Joey watches Dawson closely while he’s answering Jeff’s questions.
At first, when Jeff had asked about her, she had felt Dawson tightening, although
he was smiling. But as soon as the journalist began to ask about work, she clearly
felt him relax.
She looks at him, furrowing her brow softly. Jeff is leaving to interview someone
else and Dawson looks at her at that very moment. Seeing her expression, he
squeezes her hand reassuringly and smiles. In that look, what Joey sees is love,
not a trace of doubt.
“I’m sorry this is taking a while. The red carpet at these kind
of events is something we all have to endure. Journalist are not allowed inside,
so we have to deal with them out here.”
“No problem,” Joey says smiling at him.
A few minutes, a couple more interviews and a lot of pictures later, they’ve
reached the entrance to the building and are free to enjoy the party.
“What are you thinking?” Dawson asks suddenly, casting Joey a side
glance.
“Nothing. Just something silly.”
“Come on, Jo. I know you better than that. Something’s bothering
you. At least, something was a while ago,” he insists.
“No, it’s nothing. It’s just that I felt you tense up when
that guy, Jeff, asked you about me. And, at first, I thought that maybe it was
because you were still having doubts about us and about me or something. And
I just wanna make sure…”
Dawson interrupts her with a deep and passionate kiss. When he breaks the kiss
it takes her a few seconds to open her eyes. Dawson’s thumb caresses her
chin when she finally opens them and she looks at him with questioning eyes.
“I wasn’t tense because I had doubts about us. It's just that I
don’t like to talk about my private life and that guy is usually very
persistent. I already told you...I love you and I want to give us this chance
to be together and happy once and for all.” He explains looking at her
with loving eyes.
“I know, I know. See? I told you it was silly.” Dawson shakes his
head and they both smile as they start walking again. “By the way, I love
your way of shutting me up.” She says looking at him, grinning.
Dawson stops in his tracks and makes her turn around to him, tugging at her
hand when she didn’t stop walking.
“Something like this?” He says softly, cupping her face with one
of his hands and kissing her softly. When the kiss is over Joey is smiling,
their eyes still closed, as they lean in for one more kiss.
Inside the party.
The camera pans across the late night sky, across the “Hollywood”
sign before the image fades and then merges with one of a crowded ballroom.
As the camera pans over the crowd, we see people milling around the bar and
by the buffet table as the camera sweeps over couples on the dance floor before
falling on the dancing Dawson and Joey.
One of his hands is in hers while the other rests on her waist. Joey has one
hand resting on his shoulder and the other is clasped in his hand and they lightly
move to the music, talking and not paying much attention to those who are around
them. He says something to make her laugh and she makes a face at him.
“Very attractive, Jo!” Dawson jokes and she sticks her tongue out
causing him to laugh at her. “So, are you having fun?”
She smiles at him before she tiptoes to lay a gentle kiss on his lips. “Yeah.”
She glances around. “Is it always like this at your big Hollywood soirees?”
“Like what?” He asks as he twirls her around.
“The people, the food…the odd big Hollywood star…”
“There’s a Hollywood star here?” He looks surprised and laughs
showing a dimple.
“Wonder how that happened.” Joey playfully swats his shoulder before
resting her hand there again, rubbing it a little.
“I guess I just got used to it. I never ever expected to. I mean, I’ve
come a long way from “Sea Creature From The Deep”. I’ve come
a long way from the day when Todd fired me when I was still this awe-inspired
kid.”
“Maybe part of it is related to the fact that you are a Hollywood star
yourself.” She voices, knowing very well the status he is now elevated
to, but feeling that he doesn’t think the same.
“No I’m not!”
“You’ve never seen the looks of people as you walk by them on the
streets? That look they get when they’re sure you’re the guy they
saw on E! News the night before or a picture in a magazine they’d been
reading over lunch?”
He looks at her questioningly.
“You’ve never seen it as you walked down the street in New York?”
He shakes his head and shrugs his shoulders. “Never paid attention to
it.” He spins her around again.
“I can’t believe you never noticed it.” She says as they
bump into the couple dancing beside them.
“Oops. Sorry!” Joey apologizes as she turns to the person she banged
into.
“Sorry, Dawson. Sorry, Joey.” The boy and girl say in unison before
sharing a quick glance with one another and burst out laughing.
“We’re spending way too much time together.” The guy says
to the girl as they continue to dance next to Dawson and Joey.
“It’s okay.” Joey tells them as Dawson laughs. She recognizes
them from the set, although they weren’t officially introduced. She and
Dawson were too busy with each other to even realize that there were more people
around them, despite all the clapping.
“Joey, this is Adam, who plays Colby on the show. And this is Jessics.
She plays Sammy.” He glances back to Joey and then to Jessica and Adam.
“You guys already kind of met Joey the other day.”
“Yeah. We did. Well, kind of since you guys rushed out of the set as
soon as we all turned around.” Adam says smiling as he holds his hand
out to shake it with Joey's and she does the same. Joey laughs and Dawson echoes
her, not embarrassed even a little. “It’s nice to get a proper introduction.
Being introduced to us as ‘his Sammy’ was sure to confuse matters,
with there already being someone called Sam.”
“It’s good to finally meet you; I always wondered whose shoes I
was trying to fit in.” Jessica says, also extending her hand for Joey
to shake it.
“It’s nice to meet both of you.” Joey says politely as she
is still dancing in Dawson’s arms.
“I really hope you think we are doing the story justice, acting wise
I mean.” Jessica tells Joey hopefully. “It can’t be easy having
your life reenacted by strangers and having your whole life on display.”
“You get used to it.” She retorts as she side glances at Dawson.
“When it happens for the one hundredth time.” She spots Dawson’s
grin out of the side of her eye. “It’s kinda like water off a duck's
back. You just move on with it and hope that he’s finally improved his
writing enough.” She winks at Adam and Jessica.
“Hey! I am standing here you know?”
“Oh, I’m sorry. Did I say something to offend you?” She smirks.
“Just hurt my pride is all.”
“We’ll leave you two to, um, talk this out.” Adam says before
whisking Jessica away again.
“They think that I really hurt your feelings.” Joey says, slightly
embarrassed. She looks at them as they dance away and they talk and look at
each other. They look so young, just left the teenage years behind, and she
thinks that they couldn’t have chosen a better couple to play Dawson and
her. They ooze chemistry.
“I know. They’re good kids. They’ll realize soon enough that
your words did not penetrate.” Dawson responds before dipping her back
a little. “I may have already told you this, but it sure can’t be
said often enough. You look sensational tonight.”
Joey imitates a southern accent and responds, “Why thank you, kind sir.”
This causes Dawson to laugh. “You don’t look too bad yourself.”
“I bet you say that to all the guys.”
“Just to the extremely successful, yet soulful, Hollywood types that
have their own TV show about their life.”
“Yeah sure.” He rolls his eyes. “I bet you’re just
saying that, too.”
She shrugs and grins. “Maybe.”
They’re suddenly caught up in the moment and everything around them fades
as they just look into each other's eyes as they continue smiling at each other,
subconsciously they still move to the music. Then there’s a casual glance
from his eyes to her lips while she wets her bottom lip. Her head moves closer
to his.
“Ah ha-ha.”
“Hmm.” Joey murmurs as she is shaken from the moment to find Todd’s
smirk. By his side is Samantha, smiling wide at the two of them.
“Well, well! So, Leery has his bird back, I see,” Todd jokes in
his usual fashion. Dawson rolls his eyes amused, and Joey pretends she glares
at Todd but then she smiles and all of a sudden she is hugging him. Todd looks
totally taken back, the smirk erased of his face now. Just like that, Joey breaks
the hug and goes back to Dawson’s side, smiling.
“That was a thank you,” she explains to the guy, who is still trying
to figure out what happened. “I know you had quite a talk with this man
right here the other day in the set,” she says, looking at him as Dawson looks back at her, they
both smiling, “So… thank you.”
Todd shrugs his shoulders and the smirk is back on his face. “No problem,
if I had known what it was going to earn me, I would have done it better,”
he says, wiggling his eyebrows at her.
“Oh please!” Sam groans.
“Don’t worry, honey. I like you, too and I have love for the both
of you,” he says, checking her out. And without further ceremony, Sam
slaps the back of his head.
“Well done,” Joey says to Sam.
“Thanks,” she replies.
“You should have known better,” Dawson laughs at Todd.
“Yeah, whatever. I was just trying to be nice, where’s the bloody
fuss?”.
“Excuse me, ladies and gentlemen,” one of the waiters approach
them with a plate full of champagne glasses. “Would you like some champagne?”
“Yes, we would.” Dawson says as he takes two glasses from the tray
before handing her a glass. Todd tries to offer Sam one of the glasses as well,
but she has already taken her own. He shrugs his shoulders and Dawson and Joey
exchange an amused look.
“So… we have made all the obliged rounds of VIPs, right?”
Todd asks to Dawson as he sips of his glass of champagne.
Dawson nods his head patiently. “Yeah, well, almost all of them.”
“That’s great, Dawson,” Sam interjects before Todd can say
anything else. “But take this night easy and just enjoy the company,”
Sam says, winking at Joey, who smiles at her with gratitude. “Todd and
I will take care of the public relations for tonight.” And with that she
drags Todd out of the picture. But not before he turns around and gives Dawson
the thumbs up while he is driven by Sam out of their gaze.
“He hasn’t changed that much, has he?” Joey asks, laughing
as Dawson places a hand on her waist and they start swaying to the music again.
(The perfect year, by Dina Carroll, starts playing in the background)
“Oh yes, he has. But it's hard to tell on certain days.” Dawson
replies, smiling as he has a soft spot for Todd after being friends for so long,
and even more since their whole conversation on the set the day Joey arrived
to L.A. They smile at each other and rest their foreheads together as they dance.
Ring out the old, bring in the new
A midnight wish to share with you
Your lips are warm, my head is light
Were we in love before tonight?
“Can you believe another year is almost over?” Dawson asks her.
No need to hear the music play,
You eyes say all there is to say
Joey is silent for a moment before she lays a hand on his shoulder, contemplating
the question. “Yeah I can, actually. It seems like it’s been a roller
coaster ride. So many ups and downs, twists and turns. I’m actually glad
it’s over.”
“You are?”
The stars can fade and they can shine
'Long as your face is next to mine
“Yeah. Don’t get me wrong, I love new experiences, but I think
it’s time I had a little calm in my life. It just seemed as though I was
always on the go this year. Like I was doing so much and didn’t have enough
time for it all.” She’s quiet for a moment, reflective. “Life’s
too short to run through it all the time.”
“Yeah, I understand what you mean. You have to go at your own speed…”
He swings her in his arms slowly, enjoying the curve of her waist in his palm.
”Do you regret any of it?”
She shakes her head. “No, I just sometimes wish I had made different
choices and then my life wouldn’t seem so, I don’t know... contradictory.
But then, maybe this is the path I was always supposed to take. What about you?
Any regrets?”
We don't need a crowded ballroom
everything we need is here
If your with me next year will be
The perfect year
“Not seeing people more… and investing too much time in work, because
at the end of the day, we can’t take it with us.” He adds as an
after thought.
“We certainly can’t.” Joey agrees.
It's new year's eve
And hopes are high
Dance one year in
Kiss one goodbye
Another chance
Another start
So many dreams
To tease the heart
“So, what about next year?” He asks as people mill about around
them but he hardly notices it. “What does Joey Potter hope the New Year
will bring her?”
“Happiness, pure and simple. That’s what I want. What about the
soulful Hollywood big wig?” She asks, making a face as she finishes.
“The same as you...to be happy. To get to spend more time with my family
and friends.”
“I want one more thing.” She says as the people around them start
the countdown from 10.
“What’s that?”
“8, 7, 6…”
“I know it sounds corny, but I hope to end the next year the way I’ll
be beginning it.”
“5, 4 ….”
We don't need a crowded ballroom
Everything we need is here
And face to face
We will embrace the perfect year
“How’s that?”
“Like this.” She says as she slowly leans into his body, her frame
melting into his as she raises her hand from his shoulder to cup his check at
the same moment her lips find his. Their lips move together, her gently sucking
on his lower lip. Neither of them seems to be aware of the commotion and cheers
of "Happy New Year” that surround them, both content to just focus
on the other.
We don't need a crowded ballroom
Everything we need is here
So face to face
They break away from each other, leaning their foreheads together.
“Happy New Year, Dawson.”
“Happy New Year, Joey.” He beams at her. “Come on, let’s
get out of here. There’s somewhere I want to take you.”
We shall embrace the perfect year
“Okay.” She beams back.
The perfect year
Somewhere in downtown L.A.
A car weaves in and out of traffic carrying two passengers.
"I'm thinking this wasn't such a good idea, Dawson," Joey states
causing Dawson to glance sideways at her and smile.
"What wasn't a good idea?" he replies knowing exactly what she is
talking about but playing along just for the heck of it.
"It's not like I can really see anything in the dark," gesturing
with her hands in front of her. "See, I can't see a thing," she continues
to comment.
"The reason you can't see anything, Joey, is because you're blindfolded,"
he says with a half chuckle. "I just thought it would be more fun this
way. You just have to trust me, Jo. Where we're going is rather symbolic for
me just like what happened over Halloween in New York City. For us, actually,
but that is all I’m gonna say."
She feels the car turns left then begins a slight incline and she furrows her
brows.
"Dawson, just give me a hint where you are taking me," Dawson looks
over at her and takes her hand while he is driving. He kisses her knuckles.
“Just a little patience,” he says, and Joey sighs, although is
clear she is also enjoying the game.
The paved road that they had been driving on quickly turns bumpy, and Joey can
hear small rocks hit the car ever so often. The car finally stops. Dawson looks
over at Joey with her blindfold still on and at that very moment he is awestruck
not because he has a successful television show or that he is living his dream
but because without the person sitting next to him all of this might not have
been possible.
In a split second, he thinks back to the time that she told him that she loved
him only to let him go to LA that summer to start fulfilling his dream. He thinks
about the kiss that they had shared at the airport.
"Dawson," her voice brings him back to reality. “Nice moment
to daze off.”
"Sorry...what?" he laughs.
"I said can I take this blindfold off now?"
He leans over smiling and unties it, running his right hand down the back of
her head, feeling her silky hair between his fingertips. His hand continues
down her back going down it once before resting it on the middle of her back.
Joey's eyes take a moment to adjust but soon she can see the lights of the
city in front of her and is intrigued as they seem to twinkle under her gaze.
"Wow," she says letting her breath out. "This is really beautiful,
Dawson," she turns her head to find his only inches away from hers, his
eyes pinned with hers. They inch closer, pressing their lips lightly against
each other. Short, soft kisses at first which lead to gentle, partially open
mouthed kisses.
A knock on the driver's side window causes them both to freeze their lips still
together. Dawson turns his head sideways then moves to roll down his window.
"Happy New Year, Mr. Leery," the man says greeting Dawson with a
smile. They know each other because of a time the place was used for a filming
location.
"Happy New Year, George," Dawson returns his greeting with a smile
He likes the guy. Not to mention he is doing him a big favor, allowing him to
enter the place without permission.
"Is this the girl?" George tries to whisper to Dawson but Joey hears
him and blushes slightly.
"Yes, it is. George, this is Joey," he nods at Joey.
"Good evening, ma'm," Joey nods at him then looks at Dawson.
"Just what has Dawson said about me?" She looks at George who looks
at Dawson and smiles.
“Nothing but good things, ma´m. If I have to believe this guy here,
there has never been anyone like you in the whole world’s history,”
and he smiles, because even if his hair is turning gray, he remembers how it
feels being young and in love.
"Well, to me she is,” he says and he kisses her gently. “So,
George, is everything ready?"
"Yes it is. You can go on up," George points to the road in front
of them. Dawson starts the car, "Have a good time and stay as long as you
want."
“We will,” Joey says and George smiles at her and the sparkle in
her eyes.
Dawson thanks him and rolls up his window. Then he looks over at Joey.
"I know, I know, put the blindfold back on," she begins to place
it over her eyes only to be stopped by Dawson.
"Actually, why don't you leave it off," he takes her hand and holds
it his thumb gently caressing her palm, causing her to feel tingly all over.
(“The color of roses” by Beth Nielsen Chapman starts playing
in the background)
Joey cannot help but to close her eyes and rest her head on his shoulder while
Dawson's thumb continues to move against the palm of her hand. Her eyes are
still closed and her mind following Dawson’s thumb caresses as the car
comes to a stop.
"Jo?" Dawson looks at her. "Joey," he sings her name causing
her eyes to gently open. "Look in front of the car," he points towards
something that is a short distance in front of them.
I held you close to me
Once in a distant dream
Far from the shores of my fear
She sees a fence and then an outline of something that has lights surrounding
it. Her eyes go wide as she realizes where they are, thinking back to a conversation
that they had on Dawson's dock, in Capeside, a long time ago. They were fifteen
and had finished a day of filming “Sea Creature Of The Deep”.
I sailed on this ocean
Where all I imagined could happen
And now you are here
"So when you make it big in L.A., you'll have to invite me to visit. Instead
of sitting here on the dock looking out at the water, we'll be sitting under
the Hollywood sign looking out at that big city. Deal?"
“Deal,” he had answered, as the golden sun of the sunset bathed
them.
It’s so hard to touch what is out of our hands
To know and to trust what the heart understands
The memory flashes in front of Joey's eyes. She looks at Dawson who is smiling
sweetly at her and she can see it in his eyes that he remembers, too. "Care
to go sit under the Hollywood sign with this old friend and make an old dream
come true?" Joey sees the glimmer in his eyes, the one that has always
been there when it comes to her...to the two of them.
"You read my mind," she answers softly.
Only the ones who believe
Ever see what they dream
Ever dream what comes true
Dawson watches her, her eyes bright under the moonlight and her linger smile,
and somehow, it all makes him gravitate towards her. He gently cups her face
and places a kiss on her lips.
Life gives us magic
And life brings us tragedy
Everyone suffers some loss
"Reality is so much better," she caresses his cheek with her hand.
"Let's go," he quickly moves away from her, gets out of the car,
comes around to her side and opens her door.
"Dawson, I can't walk down there," she looks down at her feet clad
in high heels and then towards the path. Dawson just smiles at her and goes
to the back of the car he had asked one day sooner to have ready after the party.
Then he comes back around to present her with a pair of tennis shoes. She smiles
at him as he kneels down and gently slips her high heels shoes off to place
the sportive ones. Joey cups his face once he is done and kisses him gently
in the lips.
"Quite the organizer, you are. So what else do you have back there, Mr.
Leery?" she watches as he walks to the back of the car again, this time
carrying something else.
"I have a blanket and some champagne, too," he shows her as they
share a look between them, one of remembering that time long ago in a Boston
set where they also shared some champagne, but now realizing what it has become.
Joey takes the blanket and Dawson takes Joey’s hand as she gets out of
the car and they begin to walk down the short path which is above the sign.
They stop at the letter Y.
Still we have faith in it
Childlike hope
There’s a reason that outweighs the cost
"Why are we stopping, Dawson?" She asks gently tugging on his arm
to continue walking.
"I really don't think that we should try to get under the sign," he
steps over to stand just behind the Y. "We might lose our balance and it
is a long way down,” he looks down the small mountain even though he can’t
see much in the darkness.
And gravity throws all these rules in our way
And sometimes the spirit refuses to play
"Well, that’s fine. I think this is the perfect spot, you know,"
she moves closer to him, still holding his hand.
"And why is that?" He asks, taking the blanket from her arm and carefully
placing it in the ground along with the champagne and the glasses, so his arms
can go around her waist as she places her hands over his, intertwining her hands
with his behind her back.
Only the ones who believe
Ever see what they dream
Ever dream what comes true
“It's halfway between the two words and I think we've met each other
halfway," she kisses him quickly then pulls back. "Plus, Joey ends
in a Y," she says playfully causing him to tickle her. "Okay, I give,"
she pulls away from him slightly.
Oh love
Turn me around in your arms
And in this dream we share
Let us not miss one kiss
"I really wish you wouldn't. It's much more fun when you don‘t,"
he feels her shiver and takes off his jacket, placing it over her. Grateful,
Joey puts it on and smiles at him. Dawson stands behind her, enveloping her
with his arms as she lifts her face for him to kiss her.
They stand there for a moment, revelling in each other’s touch before
Dawson places the blanket open on the ground. Joey sits down and so does he,
handing her a glass. Opening the champagne, he pours it for the both of them.
Meanwhile, Joey looks up at the night sky and even with all of the lights of
L.A, she can see the stars overhead. They seem to be a bit brighter, a bit clearer
or well maybe, that would be because she finally sees everything more clearly.
“Make a wish, Jo,” she turns her attention to him, and he's sitting
right next to her, shoulder against shoulder, and she furrows her brow confused.
“A wish?”.
“Yes. A wish, you know?.” Dawson explains, looking up at the sky
before looking back at her again. “That thing you do before blowing out
your birthday candles, or when you see the first snow.” He teases her,
which earns him a playful elbow from her.
“Ah, that kind of wish,” she laughs as he buries his face in the
crock of her neck. “Is it a tradition to do that here?”.
“Hmmm… No. Well, I’m not really sure. Maybe we could just
start the tradition,” they look in to each other’s eyes and smile.
He watches as her eyes go back up to look at the stars again.
And add my regrets to the tears in the rain
That’s what the color of roses contain
“So?” Dawson inquires. Her eyes shift downwards again as she ponders.
“Let me think a while…”. Dawson looks at her expectantly
and Joey starts to lightly laugh.
“What?” Dawson asks, smiling just because she is laughing, even
if he doesn’t know why.
Only the ones who believe
Ever see what they dream
Joey looks him in the eye, then away for just a moment, her head nodding as
if she is agreeing with herself. “I don’t know what to wish for.
At this moment, all of my dreams have come true.” She explains, as she
touches Dawson’s glass gingerly with hers.
Ever dream...
Ever dream...
Dawson smiles at her, moved by the thought of being the dream come true of
the girl he’s always loved. He speaks quietly, toasting with her in a
silent cheer. “Same here.”
What comes true
They kiss softly after that before they sip of their glasses, sitting under
the Hollywood sign.
Three days later, at Dawson’s house in L.A.
We see a bag opened over Dawson’s bed, a pair of feminine hands throwing
a couple of sweaters in it hurryily. Then we see that the hands belong to Joey
as she runs to the bathroom, where Dawson is coming out from. They laugh when
they collide.
“Where’s the fire?” Dawson asks, holding Joey in his arms
since she practically bumped herself into them.
“Nowhere. I just want to make sure we have everything,” she says
as she kisses him quickly in the lips and tries to break the embrace and run
into the bathroom. But Dawson doesn’t let her go and instead kisses her
back, a little deeper, making her giggle. Then he lets her go her way with a
smile that she returns.
“Everything, huh?” he says, his hands on his hips as he looks at
the bag on the bed and the other two bags on the floor. “We've got more
than everything. You went all ‘Pretty Woman’ in the shops.”
he laughs, remembering their shopping day the day before.
“So sue me,” she replies, passing by him and placing her last belongings
in the bag. “That Rodeo Drive thing was amazing. You can’t blame
me for going a little crazy in there,” she beams as she goes back to his
arms.
“Sure I don’t. That’s what credit cards are for,” Dawson
says, kissing the tip of her nose. “I had a great time seeing you making
a private pageant for me with all these dresses anyway.”
“Sure you did,” she laughs as they kiss.
“God, I just can’t stop doing this,” he says against her
lips.
“Stop doing what?” Joey asks, distracted, kissing him again.
“Kissing you.”
Joey grins as her hands run through the hair in his nape.
“That’s fine with me,” they kiss once more, slowly and playfully,
smiling against each other’s mouth. “But now, Romeo, we better get
into that car or we’ll never leave this town.”
“Whose idea was the road trip again?” Dawson groans, pretending
he is complaining, when Joey walks out of his embrace. “It would have
been so easy to take a plane.”
“No way. And the idea was mine. You planned a road trip with Gretchen,
and I went on a road trip with Eddie, and now I wanna go on this road trip with
you. I had to fight to get the next three days off at job over the phone and
I swear it's gonna be worth it.”
“That is something I have no doubt about,” he answers, walking
to her and hugging her tight against him.
They look around for a moment, to the room where they have spent so many hours
in the last days. Days they will never forget. Then they smile at each other.
“Shall we go?” Dawson asks, taking two of the bags. Joey eagerly
takes the third one, beaming at him.
“I’m ready.”
And with that, they exit the room.
Later that day, in Dawson’s car.
We see the car travelling down a road, wide-open spaces by the sides. It’s
not yet the evening, and there is still a lot of daylight.
"Okay,” Joey surveys the map, sitting in the passenger's seat. "There's
our exit there."
"Where?" Dawson looks to his right.
"I think that was it," Joey points to his left.
"Are you sure? I think that wasn't it."
"Mmm… I guess not." Joey turns the map. "Maybe we should
pull over somewhere and ask for directions."
"I think I know where we're going," Dawson dismisses the suggestion.
"We don't need to stop and ask anyone."
"We'll wait until we're completely lost." Joey's smile betrays the
comment. "This is it!" she gestures to an upcoming exit. As they approach
they see the exit will take them to Mexico. "Or not." She says, annoyed
with herself. “Where the hell is the exit number 147b? That's the one
that is supposed to take us towards Tulsa.”
"Are you sure you can read a map," Dawson laughs and then moves lightly
to his left to get out of her reach, just in case.
"I'll have you know that I've made this trip before," Joey snorts.
"From what I heard, you guys ended up on the back roads of North Carolina.
Ever heard of taking the interstate from Massachusetts to California?"
"Shut up!" Joey playfully shoves him. "That whole trip was really…
odd. And how do you even know where we ended up?" she adds as an afterthought.
"Audrey," Dawson shrugs. "We really had a lot of bonding time
when she was in rehab. I visited her a few times."
“Oh,” Joey exclaims, and they smile at each other. Dawson keeps
on driving a few more minutes in silence as Joey goes back to the map.
"I wish your car had one of those electronic tracker thingies." Joey
says then as she turns the map again. Her brow is furrowed in concentration
and she chews on her lower lip in contemplation. Dawson gives her a side glance
and smiles.
"You could give me directions to Mexico right now and I wouldn't even care.
Can I just say you look totally hot when you're concentrating like that?"
"Please," Joey blushes and dismisses the compliment. "I'm in
grungy travelling clothes and I feel like I’m covered in road grime. And
we’ve only been in this car for a few hours," she laughs.
"Road grime suites you."
"Pull over there!" Joey says emphatically.
"Joey, that's not our exit."
"I know. I just want to stop there."
So as requested, Dawson takes the exit.
"I don't think this is one of those roadside restroom places," Dawson
says thoughtfully as he surveys the area. "If you have to use the bathroom,
I think there might be a gas station down the road." He knows perfectly
well why she asked him to stop, but he can’t help to tease her.
"Oh come on, Dawson! Look," Joey says throwing a look at him as she
gets out of the car and gestures to the scenery. "It's beautiful here."
Dawson smiles at her enthusiasm.
"Maybe I should take some pictures." Dawson retrieves his camera from
the back seat.
"Great," Joey says in mock frustration. "Now we'll be here all
day. I just wanted to stretch my legs."
"Just a few," he snaps away. "I promise."
"Don't you point that thing at me," Joey dodges out of Dawson's camera
shot. But not quick enough.
“Dawson…” she tries to hide, but it only makes it funnier
for him, so she gives up and ends up posing a storm. At first, she feels weird
posing, but as Dawson goes around her asking her to pose like this or like that,
she ends up enjoying the whole thing. In the end, they snap a couple of pics
of the two of them, snuggling closer to each other trying to get the both of
them into the picture holding the camera at Dawson’s arm length.
“Ok, so I think that was enough, wasn’t it?” Joey jokes with
him, opening her eyes in wide reprimand as she kisses him smiling.
"Fine, fine. I’ll put the camera back in the car," Dawson says
as he laughs throatily.
"You know, it's a shame," Joey walks up to him from behind and puts
her arms around his waist. "That we never fooled around in your car when
we were teenagers. I feel like I missed this teenage right of passage."
"It's a shame we never really fooled around as teenagers, period."
He says, leaning on the top of the car, one of his feet resting on the bumper
of the car.
"Yah, by far not as much as we should have done,” she says standing
in front of him, caressing his face. “Although, I do remember certain
activities when we were at the ruins…”
"Come here." Dawson laughs as he pulls her next to him in between
his legs. “I remember them, too.”
Joey giggles as she rests her head in his chest and they stay like that for
a moment. Dawson embracing her, looking over the horizon, Joey snuggled against
him with her eyes closed and a smile in her face.
“Are you hungry?” Dawson asks after a while. “It’s almost
5:00. We still need to have some dinner and then look for a hotel to check into.”
"Yes, you’re right. So I guess we should get back on the road, right?"
Joey reluctantly retracts herself from his embrace, taking his hand.
"Right," Dawson says as he walks her to her side of the car. Then
he goes to his side of the car and turns to her before turning on the engine.
"You know, this has been a really good day. One of those great days, actually."
"Yeah," Joey leans into Dawson. "This has definitely been one
of the great ones. And it hasn’t even ended yet".
Dawson smiles at her and they kiss before they head off the road again.
That very same day, at night.
Dawson’s car pulls up in front of a modest hotel not far off of the freeway.
It’s definitely not the Hilton or the Four Seasons, but it’s cozy,
with flowers in pots outside the rooms and bright overhangs and window decorations.
Dawson hops out of the car, looking around for a minute before looking over
at Joey, who is also surveying the location. Throwing their map back in the
car, he turns off the ignition and locks the door. Then he walks over to her
side of the car to take her hand and kiss her neck softly as she whispers something
in his ear, something that causes him to smile as they reach the reception area
of the hotel.
Slowing down their pace as they enter the check-in, Joey looks around at the
inside décor. The place has a very homey feel, with a fireplace across
from the desk, large high-back chairs in front of it and family photographs
scattered across the walls.
Detaching herself from Dawson, who proceeds to the desk, Joey takes a minute
to look at old family wedding photos.
Pictures on the walls of brides and grooms, smiling happily outside churches
or gardens with their family and friends surrounding them. Each bride and groom
looked so young and in love, like nothing could touch them.
Throwing a glance over to Dawson, who is conversing with the front desk, she
smiles to herself, touching the frame gently before sauntering over to him.
“We need a room for tonight,” Dawson says, fishing around for his
wallet.
“Okay, would you like a room with two twin beds or one king size?”
the clerk asks, typing away into the computer.
“I think a king size bed will be more than enough,” Joey purrs,
sneaking up behind Dawson, giving him a quick kiss on the neck. The clerk nods
and go away as someone calls him from the back room, leaving them alone for a minute.
“Doesn’t this give you an odd feeling of déjà vu?”
Dawson asks, turning to look at her, placing his arms around her.
“How so?” she asks, confused.
“Well if I remember correctly, the last time you and I checked into a
hotel room together it was several years ago…a long bus trip…”
he starts, seeing her nod in acknowledgement.
“When we went to see my dad,” she smiles, resting her hands on
his shoulders. “I thought you were talking about the time after our first
date when we got a hotel room and went at it like porn stars,” she jokes.
“Gosh, if only,” he sighs, hearing her laugh. “That would
have saved us so much trouble.”
“Yeah too bad we were trapped in a G-rated fantasy,” Joey laughs.
“G-rated, Jo?” he scoffs. “Who liked to bring up the ‘leather
straps’ and Crisco all the time, you minx?”
“Whatever,” she giggles, giving him an all teeth grin. “Things
were so different then. All those years ago, thinking that me going to France
was going to be the end of the world.”
“Well, it was. I mean, you leaving? No way would I have survived without
you, being 15 and feeling the way I did about you,” he says.
“You didn’t know how you felt about me, Dawson. That was pre-kiss,
still-wrapped-up-in-Jen land,” Joey says. “I was still the gawky
girl from down the creek.”
“Yeah, I know it was pre-kiss, as you put it, but still, you’ve
always been way too important to me. I didn’t even need to know I was
in love with you to know that,” he says honestly. “I started to
see what I always see now, this woman, this amazing, beautiful person that I
knew I loved then even if just as a friend and that I still do love now... as
much more than that.”
They stare at each other for a moment before Joey speaks.
“What would you have done if I left for France, or if you didn’t
kiss me then?” she asks, resting her head on his shoulder.
“I don’t know,” he breathes. “It doesn’t matter,
though, because you and me...we would have ended up together anyhow. Feelings
like this don’t stay kept away forever.”
“We’re living proof of that,” she smiles, kissing his chin.
“Ahem,” the clerk says, clearing his throat to get their attention.
“Yeah...um..how will you be paying for this?”
“Here,” Dawson smiles, tossing him his credit card, watching him
disappear as Joey laughs softly all of a sudden. “What?”
“Listen,” she whispers and he hears the music playing in the hotel. A slow, romatic old melody
“Want to dance?” he asks, getting closer to her, their faces now
only inches apart.
“Remember what happened the last time we really danced?” she asks,
giving him a suggestive look and smile.
“If you’re somehow alluding to leather straps and porn again, I’m
afraid you’re just too dirty for me,” he laughs as he gently presses
her body against his.
“Me? I’m too dirty?” she scoffs. “Whatever, Leery.
Keep dancing, no more talking.”
They stop talking, both wrapped in one another, swaying back and forth, letting
the happy memories of the past wash over them as they look forward mentally
to their future…together.
“Ahem?” the clerk coughs, setting Dawson’s credit card and
paperwork on the desk. “I..ah.. need you to sign that and then you can
go back to dancing.”
“Thanks,” Dawson says, detaching himself from Joey who laughs softly
as she rests her chin on his shoulder from behind, Dawson leaning over to sign
the papers. He collects his credit card and then turns to face her again. “Room
234. We should move the car.”
“Okay. Well, I’m calling the right side of the bed,” Joey
smiles, seeing him look at her surprised.
“Wait it’s always been left to right, you can’t change that!”
he cries.
“You know what they say. It’s a woman’s prerogative to change
her mind, Dawson. Geez, get with it,” she says, slapping his shoulder
playfully and turning to leave back to the car.
“Oh well, in that case, I guess the first one that gets there gets to
claim it,” Dawson says hurriedly, catching up to Joey and breezing past
her to the car.
“Hey, no fair! You can’t do that,” she screams, running after
him, both laughing.
We see them rush out of the front check-in, both shoving each other playfully
as they run to the car. Screams from Joey saying “No fair” fill
the air while Dawson just laughs at her. Finally, with one final push, Dawson
touches the car first and holds up his hands in victory.
“Yes, I win. I’m here, so I get to call it,” he rejoices,
seeing Joey pout a bit in front of him. “Aw what’s the matter, sore
loser?”
“Yes, but only because you cheated. I already called it, so technically
you didn’t win,” she pouts, folding her arms across her chest.
“Well how about I make it up to you?” he asks, reaching out for
her, laughing when she playfully dodges him.
“How?” she mumbles.
“Well if someone is really, really lucky, there might be a container
of Crisco in the trunk that has your name written all over it,” he laughs,
stealing a kiss from her before she can protest.
“You’re dead, Leery,” she threatens, entering the car.
“Oh, I’m really scared, Jo. Honestly,” he laughs.
The sight of her pouting makes him laugh harder as they pull the car around
to the room. We see Joey bursting in laughter as well as they drive away.
Somewhere down the road…
It’s been one more day and a half in the car. Now they’re more
than halfway to New York, and the car arrives at Columbus. After driving around
for a while, Dawson pulls it into a parking garage.
“Come on…Let’s go!” he says as they exit the car.
They hold hands, and take off. Running out of the garage, and onto the streets,
laughing the entire way. There is an unexplainable energy surrounding them.
A youthful excitement that had long been missing from both their lives.
“So this is Columbus, huh?” Joey remarks. “You should make
a movie here. It seems like it has so much history,” she says as she over
reads a flyer they were given about the city.
“Yeah, why not,” he agrees. “As an added bonus, this trip
is going to make sure I don’t have to scout locations for at least another
five years.”
They laugh once again, and then march forward.
“Where should we go first?” Joey asks, reading the list of places
for tourists out loud as they walk hand in hand down the street.
“Columbus is a city of surprises with lots of 'big city' things to do
and see. When taking a break from visiting friends and convention activities,
check out these must-sees. Columbus Museum of Art. features permanent and traveling
exhibits of European and American art. Ohio Historical Center, Ohio Village.
The Ohio Village is a recreated 1860s town with costumed tour guides. Described
by the 1989 Smithsonian Guide to Historic America as 'probably the finest museum
in America devoted to pre-European history", the Ohio Historical Center
features a library, state archives and the Ohio Historic Preservation office.”
“That sounds good,” Dawson says as they cross a street.
“Ohio Statehouse. The Ohio Statehouse is one of the oldest working statehouses
in the United States, and is considered one of America's finest examples of
Greek Revival civic architecture. A tour of Ohio's State Capitol building featuring
a look at the governor's office, Senate and House chambers and the rotunda.”
Joey makes a face. “Not really my place if you ask me.”
“Yeah, I think we can pass on that one,” Dawson agrees.
“Santa Maria,” Joey keeps on going. “A replica of Christopher
Columbus' flag-ship with costumed tour guides.” She seems to think about
it. “It would be a crime to be here and not visit that one.”
“I agree,” Dawson says as they smile at each other and kiss. “And
what about some place to eat?” Dawson asks, reading the list over her
shoulder. “What about that North Market?”
Joey reads out loud. "North Market. This restored open market features
fresh groceries and flowers, vendors serving a variety of ethnic foods and local
favorites. Sounds good to me,” she says turning to him smiling.
So hours passes by, but for the two young lovers, it feels like mere minutes.
After sampling the local cuisine, they head to the fine art museum. There, much
to her surprise, Joey discovers that Dawson’s appreciation for art has
developed over the past decade.
“I’ve been reading up,” he tells her. “Just in case.”
They pay a visit to the Santa Maria and play around embarrassing themselves,
posing like they were on the Titanic, to the rejoice of the Japanese tourist
that takes the picture. From there, they just roam the streets. Taking pictures
here and there, Joey even tries to snap some photos herself under Dawson’s
instructions. They also find a beautiful church that both Dawson and Joey take
pictures of, Dawson making a mental note to give Grams a set of the photos along
with the ones he took in Santa Fe.
Eventually, though, time catches up with the two of them, and they have to
leave. Some time later that day, Dawson asks for the car to pull over as Joey
drives. The car pulls up the hill, coming to a stop. Quickly, Dawson pulls Joey
out of the car.
“Come on!” he urges her. “The hotel must be near but I want
us to see this from here first!”
From their vantage point, they have a good view of the mountains off in the
distance. Furthermore, they can see the sun setting amongst them. The bright
red and orange colours blanket the area below in a brilliant display of light.
They both are awestruck at this unexpected present the trip has given them.
“It’s beautiful,” Joey whispers. “This is really something,
isn’t it?” Smiling, she goes back into the car and pulls the camera
out of the glove compartment.
“It has really grown on you, hasn’t it?” Dawson laughs when
he sees her with the camera.
Joey just smiles as she takes a few photographs.
“Hey, Dawson?” she calls out.
Just as Dawson turns to look at her, Joey takes a photograph.
“I just wanted to get the two most incredible things I have ever seen
in one frame.” Joey beams, as he steps up next to him.
They kiss, their forms silhouetted against the setting sun.
After a moment, the two of them lay down on the hood of the car, watching the
red sun from the distance, their hands interlaced.
“Really, how many times in a lifetime do you get to see something as
beautiful as this?” Joey inquires.
“Every day of my life,” Dawson replies, smiling at her before getting
back to the subject at hand. “You know, Capeside always had a great sunset.
It’s just that we've seen it so many times that it didn’t effect
us anymore. We were used to it. I’d imagine if someone from outside came
down to Capeside, they would be in for quite a show.”
“The proverbial ‘you had everything you ever wanted right before
you, and you never knew it’, right?” she asks, remembering what
he told her years ago about the history of the girl in his script.
“Yeah, something like that,” he says softly. Then he continues
brightly. “This trip, well…I think I’m trying to do everything
I wanted to do as a teenager, but never got the chance.”
“Funny, I thought that wasn’t supposed to happen until you hit
forty,” Joey jokes.
“Ha, ha!” Dawson laughs. “You know, there’s something
else I always wanted to do…”
“What?”
Before she can react, Dawson rolls over on top of Joey, kissing her hard.
“We’re gonna dent the car!” Joey giggles.
“Don’t care!” he responds, his stare fixed in her lips.
They kiss again, as the sun finally vanishes beneath the mountains.
“You know what?” Joey gasps. “We just made out while the
sun disappeared. Amazing that, at our age, we still have a few of those ‘firsts’
left, huh?”
Dawson nods.
“First kiss, first date, first fight…” he recalls.
They kiss once more, deeper this time.
“I love you,” Dawson whispers as soon as they break the kiss.
Joey smiles at him.
“I love you too, Dawson.”
“Somehow that doesn’t seem enough, though,” he continues,
still holding her in his arms, Joey’s enveloping him as well. “‘I
love you’. It’s so simple that I keep thinking it doesn’t
begin to describe how I feel about you. I just…all those years we were
apart, something kept nagging at me. It’s not that I moped over lost love
the entire time…it was just in the back of my mind. I’d eat your
favorite food and it wouldn’t taste right, or I’d watch E.T. and
look at your spot on the bed, thinking I’d find you there. When you weren’t…well,
nothing was the way it should be. But when you’re with me…when you’re
here beside me, in my life...believing in me. Well…I’m invincible.
I can do anything.”
Joey puts her hand gently on his cheek, stroking it.
“I feel the same way,” she whispers. “And about those three
words, you remember what we established? That words don’t really mean
that much. Just the meaning behind them. Coming from a guy who talks the way
you do, the simple words mean ten times more.”
But the seriousness of the moment goes away when Joey flips the two of them
over so that she is on top of Dawson.
“Now…my turn!” she states with a grin.
Dawson laughs in excitement, as they kiss again, the newly formed blanket of
stars shining shyly above their heads.
Next day in the mid-evening, arriving to New York.
Dawson and Joey are in the car together. They pull up in front of Joey’s
New York apartment, their road trip coming to an end. They unbuckle their seatbelts
and look silently at the building of apartments a few moments, reluctant to get out of the
car and end the trip. They begin talking in the car, delaying the end of the
journey.
“Well, we’re here…at last….safe and sound,” Dawson
says cheerfully but with some regret that the trip is over.
“I feel like I should kiss the ground,” Joey half-jokes. “Almost
four days stuck in a car with you…” she rolls her eyes drolly, joking.
“Hey, you were the one who asked for it!. Besides, you loved each and
every minute of it,” Dawson states with a smile.
“Yeah, I did,” Joey laughs sincerely, sweet and soft, her eyes
glowing.
“Maybe there is hope for us after all,” Dawson comments, smiling.
“No angst, no tortured trauma. No fights….well, no major fights.
You are a fries hog if I ever saw one.”
“I am not,” Joey protests cutely.
“Well, diet soda then,”
“Well, maybe,” Joey admits with a smile.
Dawson regards her a few moments. “You look happy,” he says quietly.
“I am,” Joey says simply.
“Good. I like to see you happy,” He pulls her in, across the seats,
for a tender kiss. “Admit it, that is better than kissing the ground,”
he teases her.
Joey’s face is all soft from the kiss. She doesn’t say anything
to this, but puts her hand behind his head and kisses him some more.
Dawson reluctantly breaks the kiss with a sigh, looking regretfully at the
apartments. “We both have to work tomorrow, so I guess we better get some
rest, right?.” Joey just nods her head.
Reluctantly, he opens his door and gets out of the car, and Joey gets out,
too. Dawson goes to the trunk and begins to lift out her bags.
He brings her bags to the sidewalk slowly, still not wanting to end the day.
Then his eyes light up and he turns to her.
“I…want to take you to dinner. A special dinner. A date. Our first
grown-up dinner, together, as a couple,” he announces sweetly with a slow
smile. He thinks of something. “At least since we were sixteen…if
you can call that grown-up,” he smiles at the memory. “I’ll
pick you up in two hours. What do you say?”
“I say okay,” Joey beams at him, feeling as if her heart is beating
again. “Just as long as it isn’t French food. It can never be too
soon for French food,” she says laughing, making a face.
“Oh, I don’t know. I can recall some nice things about that date,”
Dawson says warmly. He puts his arms around her from the back, nuzzling her
neck the same way he did nine years ago. “As I recall, there was some
very romantic conversation about whether we were going to ‘close the deal’,"
he teases her.
“Dawson!” Joey exclaims, shocked and laughing. She turns in his
arms until she is facing him. “I was such a dweeb back then,” she
says softly.
“I thought you were the most beautiful, sweetest and sexiest woman in
the world,” he pauses. “I still do,” he adds quietly and sincerely.
Joey is touched and pleased. Then she gives him a big grin. “Good,”
she says sassily.
“And,” Dawson continues, “I got to 'close the deal'. Maybe
years and years later…but…it was worth the wait,” he says,
gruff and sexy.
Joey blushes a little.
“I wish we had more time for ‘deal closing’ but I know we
both have things to do,” Dawson says regretfully, stepping away from Joey.
“It’ll just have to wait until later,” He gives her a sweet
and wicked smile. “First things first.”
With that, Dawson lifts up the bags. “Lead the way, fair lady,”
he says cheerfully. They go inside the building together, take the elevator
and when they arrive to her apartment, Joey unlocks the door. Dawson sets the
bags inside the door, but doesn’t come in. Joey doesn’t either.
Suddenly, Dawson puts his hand on her waist and pulls her close to him.
“I’m not ready to let you go,” he says gruffly, deep and
masculine, his face loving and serious. “How is it possible that you’re
standing here in front of me and I already miss you? I just am not ready for
this adventure to end…or to let you go.”
Joey smiles, warm and feminine. “Oh no, it wasn’t an adventure.
You could never inspire an adventure in me. I always wanted you to stay with
me forever, not just for some crazy, short lived adventure.” A beat as
her words weights in the air. “Come on, it’s only two hours, lover boy,” she adds, jokingly.
“Two hours too many, if you ask me.”
“I’d think over three, actually four days in a car with me would
be enough for anyone,” Joey quips, teasing.
“Apparently not.”
“What am I going to do with you? ” Joey asks with mock severity.
“Anything you want, apparently,” Dawson answers, obviously smitten,
running his hands up the back of her blouse.
“I’m serious! “ Joey sweetly scolds him. “I asked for
three free days, and then proceed to ditch work for one more day. I haven’t
even returned all my phone calls. For all I know, I don’t even have a
job to go back to.”
“Their loss,” Dawson mumbles while nibbling on her ear.
Joey playfully pushes him away. “And you. Wasn’t Spielberg looking
for you, too?”
Dawson lifts his head to smile at her. “He can wait. I mean, for once
we have been impulsive and restless, and I don’t regret one minute of
it, even if Spielberg gets mad at me.”
“Hhhmmm,” Joey frowns. She steps back to him and puts her arms
around his neck. “This sounds serious. Putting me before Spielberg,”
she says with lowered voice, pretending great consideration, but her tone is
flirtatious and loving too.
Dawson just squeezes her butt a little, and she gives a playful yelp. They
smile at each other. Then Joey sighs and leans on him, quiet, her forehead touching
his.
“I’m not ready to go either,” she says softly. She looks
him in the eyes and they don’t need to speak, but she does anyway. “I’m
not ready for this trip to be over, either. Everything about it has been so….perfect.”
she says emotionally. “… Even though I need a shower like nobody’s
business and my answering machine is probably so full of messages that it is
ready to explode, or self-destruct…..either of which would make for a
lot of extra cleaning,” she says with a crooked smile at her bad joke,
her eyes glistening just a little with emotional tears. She looks sweetly at
Dawson.
Dawson caresses her cheek but then his expression changes. His eyes glint mischievously.
“Let’s go take a shower together!” he suddenly suggests with
a wicked little grin. “Who cares about work when I have you?”
“Dawson!” and Joey is laughing again. “Maybe later,”
she says sexily, running her hand over his chest, happily flirtatious. Then
she gets more serious. “After we both make sure we still have jobs.”
Dawson groans. “That could take days,” he jokingly gripes. He pulls
her in close in a sexy embrace. “I can’t think about work with you
so near,” he breathes into her ear “especially if I have to think
about you …and me… and showers… together…”
Joey just laughs, happy.
“Taking so long with this trip, we were very, very…” she
begins
“Hot?”
“I was going to say, ‘irresponsible’.” Then her face
softens. She reaches up, puts her hand on his cheek and kisses him softly. “But
yes, we were very, very hot too.” Their kiss deepens as they wrap their
arms around each other.
Finally, Joey gently disengages herself from the kiss, which is starting to
get too passionate for being in an aisle of apartments.
“Dawson, if you keep kissing me like that, I will have no choice but
to drag you inside and ravish you shamelessly,” Joey laughs, out of breath
from the kisses.
“Sounds like a plan to me.”
“But then I wouldn’t get my dinner date, now would I?” Joey
teases with merry eyes. “Besides, I need time to pretty myself up for
you, especially since I’ve been in grubbies most of this trip.”
She puts her hands on the back of his head, and gently strokes his hair, smiling
into his face.
“Thank you for a wonderful trip,” she says softly and sweetly.
“And…and…for giving me another chance,” she says looking
down, so softly he almost doesn’t hear it. Then she looks up and smiles
brilliantly at him. “I can’t wait for tonight.”
The scene switches from Joey’s apartment to Dawson’s loft
in New York.
(“Like lovers do” by Heather Nova, starts playing in the background)
There is a paradise that can be found
A better life to bring us round
And all we really need to do
Is see the world like lovers do
Joey slips into her blue cocktail dress. It falls below her knees and swirls
flirting with the breeze. Her New York apartment is exactly as she left it,
but it looks so different now. The whole world does. She is in love, and no
longer afraid of its consequences.
‘I miss him already’, she thinks. ‘Why I let him out of my
sight is beyond me’. She smiles at herself at the thought. ‘It would
have been nice to take a long hot shower with him like we did in Santa Fe’.
And she lightly blushes at the memory as she remembers the moment.
I want to take it easy, take it slow
To catch a fire and let it go
I want to give myself to you
So we can live like lovers do
Joey sits at her vanity. She peruses the many and various bottles of scents
and lotions in front of her and carefully chooses her scent for the evening.
‘Something as light and blissful as I feel’, she thinks. Dawson
had once hugged her and murmured in her ear that she smelled heavenly, and she
had barely been able to say that it was a new vanilla lotion that she was wearing.
Finally, she identifies the bottle. Hell, she had been wearing it ever since
he had mentioned it, why mess with what works? ‘I have to remember to
get some vanilla bath gel’, she thinks, ‘and maybe I’ll get
lucky tonight’, she thinks and then grins at the thought, knowing that
actually she needs no vanilla essence for that at all.
Like lovers do, I want to feel that way
Like lovers do, they lose themselves for days
And I need to feel that way
At the same time, Dawson readies for the evening, drying his hair with a towel.
‘I can’ t wait to see her’, he thinks. ‘Why exactly
is it that I had to drop her off at her apartment? Why didn’t’ t
I just stay there with her?’
A sudden stab of longing runs through him. ‘Delayed gratification will
just make it better', he thinks. 'Who said that to me?’, he ponders. ‘Was
it Jen? Or maybe it was Gretchen? Maybe I need to take a cold shower’,
he thinks with a smile.
He continues to dry his torso, then he quickly slips into his slacks and shirt.
He goes to his closet and surveys his assortment of shoes. After Amy had told
him that women could tell whether they should sleep with a guy by the shoes
he was wearing, he had been careful about his selection of footwear.
‘Where is the pair that Joey likes?’. Finally, he spots them. Not
the newest or shiniest, but it is the pair that seems to draw Joey’s attention.
He laughs. As if that really mattered. Not with her. What they have goes much
further than the physical attraction. But damn, it feels good to feel like this
for her again, like they did when they were 16 and with ranging hormones. He
laughs at the memories as he speedily finishes dressing.
I can hear you thinking what I feel
I know that what we've got is real
And all we need to get us through
Is just to live like lovers do
With his jacket thrown over his shoulder and a final look in the mirror, he
rushes out. All he can think of is Joey.
Back at Joey’s apartment, Joey places the final touches to her light make-up.
Her heart flutters as she looks at the mirror. ‘I want him to want me
the way I want him’, she thinks, and then she smiles at the thought of
Dawson and her stuck together for almost four days, actually a whole week counting
the days in L.A at his home, and how it hasn’t been enough time together
for either of them.
She considers the phone and debates on whether to call Dawson. She just wants
to hear his voice, with that low sexy timbre. Sometimes just the sound of his
voice when they were making love could send her over the edge. ‘Okay,
I am now uncool, goofy, goon worthy, lovesick and completely vulnerable...but
I would’ t have it any other way’, she thinks. ‘I’ m
really in love...completely in love for the first time. Well, the third one
if I count the other two times, and they both were with him’. She smiles
to herself.
Like lovers do, I want to feel that way
Like lovers do, they lose themselves for days
Dawson softly hums in his car as he skilfully navigates through the streets
of New York. The crowds on the street, the honking cars, the energy of New York
is no longer a drain, it’s a part of his world...a world that is bursting
with joy and possibilities. He smiles as he thinks of Joey. This feels so familiar,
but very liberating. He still gets nervous and excited when he's around her.
That's never changed.
And I need to feel, I need to feel that way
Give me strength to give myself to you
The way she made him feel when they were together was the most incredible thing
he had ever felt in his life. He always knew from the moment he realized he
loved her that they were supposed to be together, that they were soulmates,
even if through the years they had convinced themselves it was supposed to be
in other way and not the way it really should be.
But now they know.
Dawson turns up the radio with a big grin on his face and softly sings along
to the music. Meanwhile, Joey looks at her reflection in the mirror and smiles.
Like lovers, lovers do
Joey’s apartment.
Dawson pulls up in Joey’s driveway and steps out of his car with the bouquet
of flowers he has gotten Joey in his hand. He closes his car door, and the same
way he did a couple of hours sooner, walks up to Joey's front door, and rings
the doorbell. Then he patiently waits for her to answer.
Joey is rushing out the bathroom when she hears the doorbell ring. After all
these years, and mostly after the days they have spent together, she can’t
believe that she still got butterflies in her stomach whenever Dawson is around
her. Must be because as Dawson put it, this is their first date as adults. The
first real date.
She sighs with content at the thought as she walks over to the front door and
opens it to see Dawson standing there, a bouquet of daisies and roses in his
hand. Joey smiles at the sight and he smiles right back at her, their eyes looking
into one another.
"Hey," Joey softly says, right before throwing her arms around his
neck and kissing him deeply. They both laugh as she opens the door and lets
him inside the house.
"Hey," Dawson responds playfully, looking into Joey's eyes and handing
her the flowers. "These are for you." He says as he gets closer to
her and places his hands on her waist.
"Thank you," Joey says, smelling the flowers with a sweet and big
smile in her face, noticing Dawson’s stare on her. "Very… symbolic,”
she adds laughing.
“I know,” Dawson smiles wide at her “I couldn’t resist
it. Daisies for our very first date…”
“And white roses for our very first night,” They just smile and
stare at each other for a moment, remembering the old days. “I should
go put these in a vase." Joey says trying to get out of the daze, kissing
him softly and relying in the touch and taste of his lips, happy that they finally
are where they are now, before she walks away.
"Right," he says following her into the kitchen. Joey takes out a
vase and begins to fill it with water.
"You know, I heard from a movie once that if you add a little 7-Up to
the water, the flowers will last longer."
"Really? And what movie was that, Dawson?" Joey asks him, laughing
and not surprised at all he learnt that piece of information from the big screen.
"Bed of Roses," Dawson tells her, slightly embarrassed. “I
know it's a corny one, but it was nice”.
"Oh yes, I know, but I love that movie!” she grins at him. “That's
one of my all-time favorites!" Joey exclaims, also slightly embarrassed
and not believing he had ever seen it.
"Well, what do you know? So much for the bitter girl that you used to
be.” She glares at him from the dishwasher, where she is preparing the
flowers “I guess I never told you, afraid that you may make fun of me.
Go figure. I still learn more about you everyday," Dawson says as he smiles,
taking a bottle of 7-Up from her fridge. "So, you want to try it?"
"Of course! If only for our old movie nights’ sake," She replies
as she takes the bottle from him and pours a little 7-Up into the vase. She
starts putting the flowers into the vase as Dawson comes up around her, kissing
her neck.
"Hey, stop that!" Joey asks Dawson playfully, trying to move her
neck so he can’t keep kissing her.
"Or what? What are you gonna do?" Dawson teases her as he continues
to kiss her on the other side of the neck, ignoring her weak protests.
"Something that might make us miss our dinner," Joey tells him, turning
around and pinning him against the dishwasher in a quick movement, as she is
the one kissing him this time.
"Mmmm," Dawson murmurs, kissing her back for a moment. "I can
handle missing dinner."
Joey laughs. "No, no, no. Not buying it. I want my date. You were always
so good at them. I promise we can do this later," she tells him, and they
both smile as they kiss once again.
"Let’s go then,” Dawson says softly.
Breaking their embrace, Joey finishes rearranging the flowers in the vase as
Dawson puts back the 7-Up bottle in the fridge. They turn to each other and
walk to the front door with their arms linked.
There, Dawson helps her to put her coat on and kisses her temple gently as
she intertwines her fingers with his before leaving the apartment. That simple
act of holding each other's hand is something that will always be important
between them. It was, after all, how it all started. Because once he held her
hand while running under the rain, that was all she could think about.
Once outside, Dawson is the perfect gentleman and opens up his car door for
her, letting her get in before shutting it closed. Then we see him going around
to his side and getting in, giving Joey a quick kiss before they leave for the
restaurant to have their awaited romantic dinner.
Downtown in the Big Apple.
We see a quick shot of the outside of a major New York restaurant before the
camera focuses in on the window and the shot becomes internal, moving from the
window to the couple standing waiting to be seated.
"Good evening sir...ma'am. Do you have a reservation?” a gentleman
asks as he nods his head.
"Yes. Leery," Dawson says as Joey links her arm in Dawson's, smiling
at him while their reservation is checked.
"Here we are. If you would care to follow me..." He tells them as
he walks between some tables with a few menus under his arm.
Dawson and Joey follow the man up a few stairs to a quaint little candlelit
corner. Dawson pulls out a chair and indicates for Joey to sit down before he
takes a seat himself.
"Can I take your drink order now or would you like to see the wine list?"
He asks as he hands them both a menu.
Joey looks at Dawson and then to the man. "We'll take a bottle of the
Sydney Harbour Rose. Thank you."
He bows his head and leaves them.
“Something you learned in Paris, I suppose? About wines?” he adds,
when Joey looks at him with a puzzled expression.
“Oh no,” she laughs “I actually learned after attending like
a thousand business meetings, cocktail parties and dinners and all that in the
last 2 years.”
“Oh yes. I know all about that, too,” he agrees as he smiles at
her. “There’s something undeniably sexy about a woman who knows
how to order wine,” he teases her and Joey grins at him before slowly
turning her gaze to the menu. Dawson keeps looking at her for a moment with
a smile on his face before turning his attention to the menu as well.
They're both silent for a moment as they start to look over the menu, one of
Dawson's hands resting on the edge of the table. There's the occasional quick
glance at each other while the other is glancing at the menu and a small smile
curls on Joey's lips as she slowly moves her hand across the table, placing
her hand over his. Dawson smiles and squeezes it softly.
"This is really nice." Joey tells him. "It's such a shame that
I have to go back tomorrow and end this..." She half shrugs. "I'm
tempted to call it a holiday, but that's not what it is. It's more than that."
He moves his hand a little so that he can lace his fingers in hers. "I
know. It's been such an unexpected end to the festive time." He looks down
at their joined hands. "I really never expected this to have happened when
I went back to Capeside for Christmas."
"Me either." She grins. "Such a pleasant surprise."
"Yeah."
A waiter arrives with their wine. "Would you like for me to pour for you?"
"No, it's fine. I'll take care of it." Dawson says as he lays the
menu down on the table.
The waiter places the bottle of wine and the ice bucket at the center of the
table, along with the two wine glasses. "Someone will be over in a moment
to take your order."
"Thank you." Dawson says as Joey moves her hand away and he lifts
the bottle out of the ice bucket, pours a glass of wine for Joey and himself
before placing the bottle back in the bucket.
"I think we should make a toast." Joey suggests, her eyes lighting
up.
"Well, what would you like to toast to this time?" he asks, remembering
their last one under the Hollywood sign in Los Angeles.
"'To us' just seems so...mundane. It's too plain."
"You're the one who has a way with words. I'm all ears."
"Waiting to make a mental note of the speech so you can have it in your
show is more like it." She jokes and mock glaring at him.
"No, not this time." Dawson laughs.
"Yeah right." She rolls her eyes and grins before raising her glass
and he does the same. "To New York, our city from now on. To our first
date here. And to the rest of our evening.” Then she adds softly “May
it not go by too quickly, and may we enjoy it till the wee hours of the morning."
“Impressive,” he says, placing a hand over his heart and smiling
at her. Joey laughs.
They clink glasses and take a sip of their wine, both placing their glass on
the table at the same time. They look over the menu again, linking their hands
naturally again as the camera starts to pan out and a waiter is seen walking
towards Dawson and Joey, who are now chatting animatedly.
Montage of various scenes…
(“Songbird” by Eva Cassidy starts playing in the background)
For you there’ll be no crying
For you the sun will be shining
’Cause I feel that when I’m with you
It’s alright, I know it’s right
The door of the restaurant is pushed open and held by Dawson as a smiling Joey
exits, ducking under his arm on her way out. They stand for a moment, enjoying
the night around them and then walk slowly down the street hand in hand until
Dawson impulsively pulls Joey into a hug, making her laugh and they continue
with their arms around each other. They walk away talking as Joey shoves him
gently at something he says, but quickly returns to the place in his arms, looking
up at him and grinning wide.
And the songbirds keep singing
Like they know the score
And I love you, I love you, I love you
Like never before
We see the two of them walking under the brightly lit streets of New York.
They stop every now and then to look through some shop windows, or the cartel
of a theater play, commenting on when they might be able to go and watch it.
They are holding hands as they stop at a corner, joining a group of people who
are amusingly watching a couple of mimes offering flowers to the people passing
by in a mute gesture of peace and love. Dawson puts his arm around Joey and
she leans her head on his shoulder as they watch with smiles on their faces,
clapping their hands and laughing along with the rest of the public when one
of the mimes receives a kiss on the cheek from a little girl.
To you, I would give the world
To you, I’ll never be cold
’Cause I feel that when I’m with you
It’s alright, I know it’s right
The image fades to a giggling Joey being helped into a horse drawn carriage
by Dawson, who quickly hops on it and settles himself by her side, taking her
in his arms. The carriage driver smiles, enjoying the young couple so obviously
and obliviously in love and gently murmurs to the horses who commence a leisurely
walk around the block. Joey snuggles closer to Dawson and they both listen to
the carriage driver as we see him taking them to different places. Every now
and then, they just look at each other and take a moment to wonder at this really
happening.
And the songbirds keep singing
Like they know the score
And I love you, I love you, I love you
Like never before
The gentle rhythm of the horse's hooves fades to the lights and laughter of
the night time skaters at the Rockefeller Center. Dawson and Joey are skating
around the edge of the rink side by side with Dawson slightly in the lead. With
a muffled exclamation, Dawson abruptly falls. Joey, holding back a giggle but
then bursting out laughing, reaches down to pull him up. As she extends her
hand, Dawson pulls her down on top of him where they both lay laughing, embraced
and kissing softly on the lips.
Like never before
The camera captures their joy for a moment, and then pans out and over the rink,
pass the skyline of New York to the night sky where snowflakes start to fall.
Like never before.
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